For 9 years I've been trapped in a music school playing the most hideous, atrocious instrument. I didnt even want it. I stay at school over 10 hours. When I get home, I have no time to do anything else. I now despise any sort of classical music, and I see the v0l!n as a cursed object. I cant transfer to another school because none have enough places for another student. Because this school only focuses on music, they dont really teach us any of the other subjects like math, physics or anything like that, which is another reason of why I cant go to any other school. Im afraid I wont pass this grade. I feel like stabbing my ears whenever I hear classical music. Im still trying to transfer. I have to.