I can't trust myself anymore. I HATED THIS FEELING I CAN'T EVEN SOLVE WHEN THOUGH I KNEW HOW. I ALWAYS SLIPPED UP MAYBE WRONG AMOUNT OR OR WRONG I NEVER GET TO BE CORRECT I HATED HOW I CAN'T SEEM TO CORRECT MY GRADE IS GETTING SO SMALL WHEN IM DEPENDING ON IT I CAN PASS OTHERS BUT WHEN IT COMES TO SOLVING ANY KIND EVEN IF ITS SO DAMN EASY I HATED IT HERE I SEEM TO GET MY SELF WRONG TOO HOW AM I GONNA PASS??? I HAVE SO MANY IDEALISTIC SHIT FOR MYSELF BU I NEVER SEEM TO HAVE ACHIEVED IT. AM I STUPID CAUSE IT NEVER GOES WELL NOW IN 20S GRADES ARE IMPORTANT. CAN'T RANT TO MY PARENTS THEY WOULD JUST SAY ITS MY FAULT. FRIENDS CANT EVEN DO IT SINCE I KNOW THEY ARE TIRED OF ME. I AM ALSO TIRED OF MYSELF I WANT HELP BUT THAT JUST SEEMS TO BE IM COMPLAINING SO MUCH. I WANT TO IMPROVE BUT CAN'T EVEN HELP MYSELF I HAD PHONE ADDICTION. A VERY BAD SLEEP SCHEDULE THAT IF I SLEEP LATE CAN'T EVEN COMMAND MY BODY SLEEP LONGER CAUSE OF THE NOISES OR LIGHT MY PARENTS WOULD JUST YELL AT ME. SORRY IM NOT OK