6 yearsof feeling lonely and jackshit has changed i still fucked in the head over my failed attempt and my therapist is basically useless because i dont see any progress but as it is my parents dont think i need therapy so i kinda need to stick with her but in all these years ive just been getting worse and worse i dont even know how to puthow im feeling into words because in the end its a mix of horseshit. I’mrealizing I genuinely have no one reaching out to me. Mytherapist tells me I need to do certain things but it’s hard when I feel like I have nobody. I’m mad but I don’t even know what I’m mad at. I’m mad that I don’t have anyone. I’m mad that I have to rely on a fucking venting site because I have nobody to actually vent to. My parents dismiss me and I know I need to stop whining, but what the fuck am I supposed to do? i dont have anything. Nothing motivates me anymorei dont feel connected to anyone and i dont feel like im getting any better. What the fuck am i supposed t