Im afraid of not amounting to anything eventually I'm scared of settling Settling for a life I don't want Settling for a job Settling for a mediocre life Everyone my age seems to have something going on with their life Acting like they've got it all figured out It's scary I do try but every effort I make is downplayed by everyone else no one understands what it feels like being me I'm just an average looking dude with no play Grades are average Build: wimp A downright loser I don't even try anymore cause I'm scared of failure than anything else No one listens when I talk I even get scared to talk just cause I don't wanna make the other person mad in that way depriving myself from what makes me happy I'm scared of not amounting to anything I'm sad I feel like crying but the tears won't drop I no longer enjoy things that was fun to me and everytime I relax people say I'm just lazy you weren't there when I was locked in for 4 hours but you catch me chilling for 2 secs I'm lazy God