Hi! I really need to get this shit off my chest. I grew up in a Christian home. My parents, and grandparents are Christian. As I got older I felt myself drifting away from it. It didn't happen fast, it was pretty slow. As of late I've been questioning so many things that don't make sense in the Bible. And I've come to the conclusion that I'm agnostic. Not so much an atheist because I believe there might be something out there that made the earth, but I don't know what it is, and there's no proof of Jesus, or any God from any other religion. But im scared of having an estranged relationship with my parents. I love them so much. But they want me to have a relationship with a God I don't think is real. Plus, I'm bisexual and I have a girlfriend. So I definitely know I'm gonna disappoint them if I tell them any of this. I don't plan on telling them anything yet, I'm 20, and I still live with them. But I'll keep this to myself for now. thx for reading beautiful ppl.