Yo I js realized smth. In 8th grade I had a massive crush on a tall white boy with blonde hair and blue eyes. At the same time I had a secret tiny crush on a short medium skintoned girl with black hair ans brown eyes (my first girl crush btw). Now im in 9th grade. I don't like either of them anymore. Now I have a "massive" crush on this other tall white boy with blonde hair and blue eyes. And a secret "tiny" crush on this other short medium skintoned girl with black hair and brown eyes. And I realized that I actually havw a massive crush on this girl and a not a crush on this guy, I js think hes cute. And I thought omg this is the same as last year. Secret crush on girl (same feature as other girl) overexaterted (dont mind my spelling) crush on guy (same features as other guy). I think i have kinda a type, and my brain found a way to subconsciously make me think i like these guys instead of these girls, when in reality I actually do like these girls. Im bi not out btw. Im cooked bro.