i miss you so much, i know we wouldve never worked out. it was the summer before you went to university and im a year younger, and im going to sit my exams this year for it. i never expected to end up falling inlove with you, i know that i was only used to pass the time but i still dont care. when you told me you wanted to know me the way my friends knew me, when we got matcha together and we just spoke, the nights we would message the whole night, how we both spoke about each other to everyone else and just how similar we are. i wont ever get over this. i know that our history is god awful and its something i'll take to my grave but i don't regret it because i was able to experience you. i hope youre happier from now on, but i'll never forgive you for coming into my life and leading me on because now i can't get over you. i hope youre having fun with meeting new people at clubs whilst im here studying it sucks lmfao