I'm too scared to cut off my ex girlfriend I'm so badly attached to her I can hardly handle the idea of losing her, but she hurts me so badly. I love her so much and it feels gutwrenching to see her move on, the thought of her dating somebody else, her no longer loving me. I always tried to make her stay and not to suffocate her I gave her all the care, love, space, and respect as I possibly could but it all amounted to nothing. I deeply resent her for the things she's said to me pushing me away but I still love her. I can't muster up the guts to do it I just love her too much but I hater her so much it makes no sense. All I wanted was for me and her to work yet she always pushed me away and never believed in me.