Part 2 Soon after being tired of arguing I hid behind a car door crying, my mother came to check up on me very angry telling me I was going, i didn’t move. I felt foolish but i couldn’t go, so i helped pack everything up while crying and sat In the car, i expected her to leave me in the car and go for her walk. No I was wrong, my mother said goodbye to her family and wished them luck, packed me and my sisters into the car and she also started to cry, I also crying asked if she was okay, what was wrong, she responded with no I’m not okay my siblings get to go on this river walk and I am driving home. I said I’m sorry and she responded “no you’re not. You’ll never understand how much it breaks my heart, that they get to go and I don’t” after that the rest of the way home was quiet except for me absolutely bawling in the back, as quietly as I could when we got home I packed everything in the house with them still crying and went to my room and cried for 2 days straight part 3 soon -LD