These are just my feelings. It feels like there's some kind of shift in energy or something because those around me have been either at my throat today or act like hopeless depressed drunk etc. Idk. The building feels of just bitterness like people are mad at the world. I've been the target of my fam multiple times today over practically nothing then them deny it and blame me. Idk but our place feels weary. The thumping upstairs by those who hate us for no reason all the more shows the lack of love and bitterness. Idk. I need a space for my own peace of mind. My fam slept half slouched ovee the chair for awhile on something. Spoke of practically scrapping our vehicle. Tf?!!!?! I don't think fam are in the right state of mind either. One's been bitter hateful and ill all day. Idk if its spiritual attacks but it feels like it. I believe in that anyway. I'm just tired of stress and anxiety as well. Idk it's just a messed up thing of feelings I have right now. I don't know what to think.