The guy I had a crush on so much I would dream about him, go to sleep kicking my feet and squealing imagining a future of us being together someday, going to his house and acting all lovey with him even in front of his parents, is now dating my friend. And all that exitement over him was because of a stupid Valentines day confession last year where I was told he liked me back but wasn't ready for a relationship yet. My dumbass was planning to leave a confession letter in his locker this year to remind him I still liked him and turns out he was in love with my friend and my friend KNOWING I liked him asked if he wanted to date him today because he's also in love with him. It pains me to see my crush all flustered over my best friend as much as I was over him at one point. I want to kms so bad rn... but I can't. I'm gonna fufill my dreams and become a police officer no matter how many heartbreaks I end up with along the way. -Astro