I moved to a new island in my country for college with my friend and i thought we were going to support each other through all of this and basically be there for each other since its a new place we are in and exploring and she dropped out because of "losing her stipend" when in reality she couldve GONE TO THE COUNSELLOR LIKE I TOLD HER TO GO TO SO SHE CAN EASILY SORT THE SHIT OUT and now im alone. I feel so fucking depressed. she isnt even talking to me. i feel ignored and abandonded but i also feel selfish for wanting her to come back. i fee clingy. i feel needy. i know ill get over this hump but sometimes i wish i had someone there for me through all of this. im so stressed with school, my family is busy with their own lives and i just miss the person who couldve comforted me through all of this i miss the person who hugged me through all of this. i feel so sad seeing her give up on her goals. its so saddening seeing someone who you thought was a strong individual go through this.