Kinda ready to just cut off all of my friends and no longer speak to people lol. Like no one can give me the time of day and they all are like "I enjoy hanging out with you." but force me to plan everything and do everything. Like screw that, I'm better of solo because no one else cares about me enough to reach out. At this point when I get old and I don't send the invites to my own funeral I won't have one! This is exhausting.