Idk if this is a healthy mindset, but it’s the one that’ll hopefully keep me alive As a suicidal person, I want to try living like every day is my last. When I planned my attempt, I felt so at peace-i want to see if I can replicate it. But, by the end of the day, if I can’t find a reason to really kms, and if I haven’t truly given up hope, I won’t even attempt. Then, I’ll say that tomorrow will be my last, and so forward. I don’t know if this is a healthy mindset, but I need something to keep me going, to keep me alive. What matters most is that Im alive, right? I’ve already promised myself I won’t receive therapy or anything (for numerous reasons) so I really hope this works Fingers crossed!!!
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