i just had my school spirit assembly today. cheerleaders and all the clubs and sports and loud music and all that. i felt like i was watching all of it in third person because all i could really think about was how i was going to miss this when i commit. how i’ll never be apart of that crowd performing and how all of this is going to end really soon for me. just feeling really out of body right now. i’m pretty sad.
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
I feel I ate faeces and cannibalized my own rotting sun.
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