i wanna die honestly- i can’t take much more i always say that then i endure more. but its gotten to a point where idc about a future, idc about money or my family. they have drained me so much- anything can be flipped and im being yelled at or ignored. or anything even if its a joke- have you ever just considered im tired mom? u force alot upon me without me rlly having a say u control everything.. im 20, being forced to raise my sisters kids and im tired of it 3 years now i dont care anymore. just let me die maybe that will give u a reason to look at me, to see me and all the damage you’ve done. i told my sis that i almost kms and all she had to say was “yeah” i got no reason to be here rlly,. i guess its a matter of time and im okay with that im fine with that- all my dreams/hopes they were just there to keep me going but they dont rlly serve a purpose if i stopped caring