I'm so fucking tired I can't do anything right. I keep making weird choices that make me want to bash my head on the wall. My life is already shit, why can't I just shut the fuck up?? instead, I keep making shit decisions and I feel like nobody likes me. I'm so insecure that it pisses me off when someone else is confident and I hate myself for it. I'm so paranoid bcs I keep thinking about upsetting people or being a people pleaser only to fuck up my life again and again. I need someone to crack my skull open and take a look at my brain because what the fuck is actually wrong with me.