I randomly missed my dog who passed awhile ago so I went onto YouTube and watched some videos of other people saying goodbye to their pets and it made it worse. I'm bawling like a baby right now. A few weeks ago I broke her pawprint and I can't fix it and I'm heartbroken. I want to find someone who does pottery or something to fix it for me because it is all I have left of her other than her collars and her ashes. After she died I've been paranoid about when the day comes my other two dogs die and it sends me into a panic and I start sobbing randomly. I kept begging my parents the day we put her down to let me stay in the room when they let her go but after watching the videos of them putting dog's down I don't think I could ever have watched that without having severe trauma. I already have trauma from that day and I'm so happy my parents wouldn't let me in... -Astro