I feel horrible honestly, I don't know why I get angry when I can't talk to people. And then when I do talk to my friends, I just want to say something about it and just argue like they owe me something. They don't, they have their lives, they are great, and I love them all. I'm just tired. I want to have a distraction from whatever this feeling is. I feel empty and angry, I just want to laugh and have fun with my friends. I don't know why I get mad from being alone, is that ever normal? I don't know, I just want my partner and best friend to talk to me today, it's already time for me to rest yet it feels like I've done nothing. I wrote, I drew, I made my playlist longer, I actually was productive. Yet I feel like without others I'm nothing. Can someone just tell me if they feel the same?