i hate that i'm full of lust. I'm always so horny, and being around kids who constantly talk about "gooning" and "cracking" isn't helping.. i hate that I'm always thinking like this, i feel so dirty, and it may feel good in the moment, but after i always feel so guilty. i hate it so much. I want to stop but i cant.. :( Another thing i always think about is, I'mm demiromatic, but I'm definately not demisexual i want it so bad its gonna ruin my life but i seriously don't know how to stop. Being exposed to NSFW content at 5 really messed me up and now I"m like this, I've been like this and it just gets worse...