I can't talk to no one. Like I over vent. And its better to keep in how I actually feel around someone I really like. And as much as I try to keep in whats bothering me the more I just miss my ex. Before I felt comfortable with him. And he said things that made me happy or feel better about myself. But now I just can't. I hate myself and always will apparently. No one will ever love me. And think I'm beautiful or pretty. I look like a fool