I feel like I can’t make any friends. I can’t make any relationships. I can’t get too close to anybody because every time I get close to somebody when I think I really can I do and everything goes wrong. Everything ends off with me apologizing because I’m not meant to be with anybody I don’t know why I’m like this. I don’t know why it’s always been like this, but I’m subjecting myself to loneliness now because I know that if I talk to anybody whether it be a friend or a lover or associate, I will always be the same.