Idk. Im sad. I feel like crying. Can the friendship for 2 years mean nothing? Is it my problem? Whats happening? Its been a year now,, going two. Maybe im overthinking it. Maybe something like that was really meant to be temporary. For survival only, right? Yeah. Im just looking too much into it. I mean ofc she'll be friends with her closest friends from junior high. Ofc its okay na she makes a post greeting sabyn but not greeting me.. ill act like she did not forget at all. Bushet na one sided na to. I valued the friendship. I really do. I really did. Pero idk na. Idk idk. I want to stop whatever i saw. Whatever i thought of. Whatever i feel. I just want and need to do my work right now. I just hope na this feeling will get off my chest. I dont like it. I dont like this. Its my first time experiencing this and its just too confusing. Too much of a hassle. Please disappear. I dont need you right now. Please. Please. Im begging. Get away from my mind and my heart. Please. Leave.