I'm just so tired of my drunk uncle sleeping in the house whenever he comes to work to my town it's so stupid but i have insane issues with not knowing when or at what time the man arrives because i can't predict anything. uncle disrupts entire months and makes me so anxious. i just lost like 4 hours of boredom in my room because i can't move from my damn room because i'm anxious and because of that i'm ashamed that i'm this socially anxious. i feel like a shit niece on top of that too but i just can't not focus because i'm too sensitive :(