I make so many people tired My family has had enough I can tell even though they love me and try to encourage me I know I make them tired I have no more energy for anything or anyone anymore I just wanna lie down and do nothing and if I don’t I never do anything with excitement anymore. The worst part is all I feel around my family is guilt when with my best friend and only with her I act the exact opposite and I don’t know why, when I have failed her multiple times also