im so fucking tired, i dont know what to do I cut myself and I almost starve myself, i have a boyfriend and i feel useless and like im not enough for him is it okay to feel jealous when hes listening to mommy asmr? Is that something to be jealous about? Hats my job my duty and now I just feel stupid I feel so dumb and naive he said that I was annoying and that I wasnt worth it but I forgave him and I feel like hes going to hurt me again I can almost feel it I never used to cut myself but during him i do im not breaking up with him because hes the only thing keeping me alive you know?