heeyy. idk. I dont feel in the right head space. My brain doesn't feel cheery, no one's around to try and help. I mean im home and my family is here too, however they never try, they really only care about themselves. I dont really like my mom. I know she wants the best for me, and im glad she does. But I dont really think that she's thinking her actions through now that im a bit older. She's just letting out all on me, and it makes me frustrated. I don't want people angry at me, because then I feel angry since I don't like people letting out steam on me. I've already dealt with that and received emotional abuse from my stepmom. This wasn't really what I wanted to talk about, but I've always thought about it. Guess it was on my mind without me knowing.