Rant #2384

i’m so anxious bc of the ap world history exam.. and on top of the stress from that one of my family members just got diagnosed with cancer and it has a low survival rate past 5 months. it’s als really similar to the cancer that took my grandma so there’s that. and we started playoffs for softball so i’m stressed about that too and it feels like everything is happening at once. i’m trying really hard not to relapse and sh but i think about it everyday.. i need summer to come quicker so i can be done with all this bs