Part 2: what I mean why I am the way I am is maybe I'm considered crazy by some because I've been through so much trauma bullshit. Yes I know this was in the past and that's only 1 of multiple experiences. But never did I ever expect to encounter such awful people as I did in my former workplace. A bunch of using callous snakes or heartless jezebels I guess. Idk. It's been a good while. I was tormented by multiple people there. I only hope they got what was coming to them. My fam never had to deal with such horrible people as I have that's why they don't have a clue what it feels like. And is probably I deal with what I do today. And another thing these Hispanic assholes and others would say you've worked here x years for nothing. Yeah at least I didn't run to the bathroom every time something hard or heavy came up for 15 minutes every time. Until they started cracking down on that. Those are just a few horror stories I've been through. I got way more but they belong in a journalreally