I'm very into this guy who I became friends with, he's super kind and friendly. I ended up catching feelings like an idiot despite him saying he doesnt want anything. despite all this he does things that confuse me and make me think he wants something but i dont know anymore. I feel like he actually doesnt want something with me and I feel like im just letting this slide despite like it lowk killing me just sitting here and not knowing. Idk like my friends say im idolizing a relationship too much but its not even about that. For the first time I feel like im needed even if its not the way i want him to want me. Im just frustrated with myself and him and just this stupid situation.