was it SA? when i was younger, my dad used to have custody of my and my brother every other weekend and he took us the to river. every time before the river he’d make me take off everything to put on sunscreen. even in places that didn’t need it. once when we got home, i pretended to sleep because i was young and i wanted to be carried in. when he carried me in and set me on the couch he told my brother to stay in his room and he started to take off my bathing suit. i got scared and worried so i ‘woke up’ and went and changed by myself. he didn’t touch me (at least i don’t think he did, maybe my brain is blocking that part off or something because i feel like something is missing) but he was accused of molesting one of his other daughters which i didn’t even know he had other kids until i was 11. i didnt find out about the allegations until 15.