why do i feel so ugly? this might sound like pick me behavior or whatever but it’s actually harming me. i’ve been 100 pounds for the last 4-3 years and i cant gain any weight. i’ve tried so hard, i eat more than i should, i make sure that what im eating can help me gain weight, but nothing works. im constantly called some shit like stick, beanpole, skin and bones, etc. and my family are the people who say these the most to me. they make fun of me because i have a flat chest and i dont really have a butt. summer is hell because that’s all they point out. i don’t wear tight clothing because it just points out how skinny i am and i hate it. my legs are so skinny and my mom makes fun of me for not wanting to wear skinny/flared jeans and tells me i look like a 12 year old boy when i wear clothes that make me comfy. they make fun of my “big nose and funny looking face”. they still make fun of me and it’s ruined my self esteem and confidence. i can’t even take a picture with anyone.