my mom keeps havign mental breakdowns, like 3 this year. on the brink of severely harming herself, maybe dying for two. this recent one was bad. its been a month. i do everything i can with her, but i feel fear everytime i wake up. every day i feel scared. constant constant fear all the time. it feels liek its my fualt if something hapens ort her. i just want my mom to be ok, but shes so unsatisfied with life. i cant help her. she doesn't understand, if she dies, i'm dead too.