I literally just wanna kill myself. My mom always treats me like shit. it's not that she has favorites it's just that she clearly likes my brother and sister more then me. I told her how she makes me feel terrible everyday and she legit said that I was being "rude as fuck", like I'm literally a child who is going through high school and being around new friends who don't abuse me and she is just ruining it all and making me feel terrible like you're grown as fuck why do I need to always say things to cater to you. I'm so ready to die I hate myself so much because of how badly she treats me maybe then she won't be mad at me.