i got my friends and games and thats kinda all. Plus like only one of them can I trust fully. i love my boyfriend but im probably gonna have to break up with him to keep my other friends..and i love my other friends but they all keep slowly disappearing so it it even worth breaking up with someone i love for it? I love my family but its too rough being around them. ig i have games but im almost done with all the ones i wanna play, and all of their storys end with 'accept your situation'. ive accepted it, and its never been worse. i lowk just wanna go on top of a building and see how long it takes for everything to go dark. its not even that i wanna die, i just wanna live a different life. ugh. Im only adressing 3 people in my suicide note. alex ayden and gio are all that rlly matter.