This weekend I was with my friend, I counted out 6 pills of Benadryls, 6 pills of loratadine, and a shit ton of ibuprofen, and about 100mg of magnesium, my friend thought I was just trying to get high with him. Then I took them all and tried to strangle myself with my belt once he left the room, he found me passed out on his bed, and thought I had just passed out, he failed to notice the belt, I woke up at 2:00 in the morning, I survived, why can’t I just die.