god i just want someone to talk to and i KNOW i have friends and people who would listen but theyd never get how awful my home life is and ill just feel like an attention seeker who trauma dumps to everyone who listens and i feel like such a hypocrite!!! cause if one of my friends came and talked to me abt stuff like this then id be all ears and id be there for them but the moment its me i just.. undermine it and i Know its bad but i cant stop so i just bottle it all in and end up feeling like shit all the time ohhhh my god
people3 felt this