How do I tell you that your actions and words make me have deep feelings for you. Without telling you that I have a crush on you? How do I tell you to stop being this way so I can stop having these feelings? Do I have to ignore your texts just to stop feeling these feelings for you? I want your friendship but you don't understand how hard I'm trying to not have feelings for you. I'm putting my feelings a side just so you don't get scared off. Do I just admit it? That I do feel some typa way for you? And that i want you to stop putting effort into talking to me as much? Stop saying that we could meet up. Stop texting me everyday. Stop saying certain kind words. It gives me the wrong idea. I don't want to trip over these thoughts I have for you. I want to tell you that but I don't want to tell you that I have gained feelings for you. I know your not ready for a relationship or maybe you just don't want a relationship with me. And thats okay. Put yourself first.