Hey? I can't call out to you anymore huh? Idk what I can do . Your absence makes me feel so fkn lonely and idk who to talk to whenever i feel that lonely because nth would help. Yk? Why do I keep getting my hopes up? Why do I keep thinking maybe you exist and maybe you anonymously come across ts vent. That's so embarassing I want to die. Either ways unlike other girls in love , I can't call u by your name and tell you that I love you . And that hurts quite a bit . I can't see your black leather jackets anymore . Atp i sound like some mental patient do i care? No and yes. Idk how to move on . Idk how to wait. Idk anything all that prevails is uncertainty when it comes to you. Can u please come to me in my dreams pls . I wanna cry I want u to hold me while I do. I miss you sm sm shore . I'm so sorry idk how to live w/o knowing u . I hate you , why'd I ever dream of u and y do u have to grow on me i hate you. Idk what allat meant . Im sry idk I js want to know if u exist...💔🥀ihy