i miss you, my boy. maybe im a shit person and i dont know how to exist or talk to others, but i love you so much. every single promise i make, everytime i talk to my friends, everytime i visit the park, running my body under the shower, listening to my favourite music, its just me thinking of you. you dont ever leave my head no matter how exhausted i am. if only i could show you, id give you everything, and everything for you only. thats my plan. i hope from afar you can feel the love i have for you. its worth it to me, and if its worth it to you, then come to me. my arms are open. i want to keep growing with you. ill be waiting. .. and i want to be your wife someday. many kisses