I love my girlfriend, i love my new friendgroup. but i just dont feel like i deserve them. Im sitting here typing this out cause idk what else to do, i cant take to anyone about how i feel because i dont want them to worry. I constantly think about ending it and the only reason im staying is for my love for them and my dreams of art. I cant even self harm to let out the rage because i feel like ill become too ugly and everyome will leave. Im just tired, im tired of always being happy and im tired of feeling like everything i do is meaningless.
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