i feel like im always ovulating like not actually but idk how else to explain it because dont get me wrong like im not always happy and i dont always feel pretty but i alwayss feel like idk how to describe it i dont want to say hrny but thats probs the best way to describe it and im like so ashamed of it i js dont want to feel like my world revolves around guys and all that but like i cant help it hes js so beautiful i think ab him all the time not in like a creepy way but im like “ugh hes so beautiful and funny and sweet” etc etc and those “things i find attractive” and cake and candles tiktoks are NOT helping lmfaoo theyre so freaky but i love them tbh i watch them all the time but like idk maybe i got hit a lil too hard with like oxytocin or wtv hormone makes u want to reproduce bc i am alwaysssss thinking ab ts