I have a partner, that is emotionally patient with me, this relationship is fresh, not even been 3 months yet. I feel so scared to let go of my trust, but i want to, but i cant trust myself to trust someone, because what if they hurt me like my past relationship used to harm me? In the other hand though, I want to take the risk, I believe i am slowly falling in love, which I find dreadfully scary yet soothing somehow, it a reassurance that I am still capable of feeling romantic emotions for someone. I am so scared of self-sabotaging it though, but so far I have communicated well, nearly all the things I have been upset about.
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