guys i think i have a crush. but the person is my ex friend and im pretty sure she hates me now. we used to be close and there was this nickname that only i was allowed to call her by and everytime i hear that nickname i think of her. one day my other friend called her that name and she got so pissed. i sed to think she had a soft spot for me. not anymore ig. i think about how maybe we couldve been more than that but i ruined it all. i miss you </3