I just can't I just can't I hate my self why do I want to kill Myself. I have no friends but it's MY fault I have no friends because I don't talk to anyone,at the same time tho I feel so fucking alone,i know it's my fault I know I know it I hate how people run it in like yes I know I hate my self for it but I'm ok scared to talk to people. I hate being a lesbian I hate how I look I hate being a stupid fucking bicht. I'm so fucking close to killing my self. And the fun fact. And can't fucking tell anyone. If I do I'm the bad I'm the one who's fucking manipulating people, And you know what I know how it feels tbh no one fucking blames it's just me blaming and hating my self. What the fuck Is wrong with me omg I don't understand why I want to do nothing at all I just want to stop existing I wish I never existed in the first place. Why why do I have to do this nothing about this makes sense I'm so fucking Sorry