I feel left behind. Everybody is moving forward and I'm the only one that's stuck. I want to complete my education but I don't even have the means. My family does not have even an inch of support for the things I want to achieve. I am stuck in cold water, no way out. I am by the train tracks trying to board the train that's moving so fast in front of me. Is there any way for the tables to turn? I'm starting to doubt the most highest being if he is even real. I'm starting to feel cold towards the world. I am so unlucky in this life of mine.