I'll make the point censored enough, i'm at a point where i wish i had committed crime. Woulda gotten some attention. If you try and reply you dont or something etc... youre missing the point. Im lonely, im getting to be middle aged and im tired for pretending im normal just to save face. Can i meet a degen like me already that we can get along? Trying to do it online is impossible without verification making privacy a pain and frankly... Im done.