I hate myself Everything that I feel feels like nothing at the same time I'm cutting every single day I don't know how I've not I've not sliced a vein yet I just feel like jumping off the roof of a building I hate myself Everyday I And tired Tired of my life It feels like if I die 1 day nobody would know unless I have a funeral I hate everything about me my body I'm not slim enough to be 1 of the popular girls I get bullied every single day what's worth living anymore Today I went to a birthday party and somebody asked "Cake and cupcakes?"And now I don't want to eat anymore I feel like a pig I don't know how I'm still alive with all the suicidal thoughts I've been dealing with I hate my life I hate people I hate everything I don't know what the point being here is anymore I'm tired if I was in another person's shoes I would hate me too I don't know what is wrong with me Everything is too much I wake up at 9:00 I wake up at 9:00 AM every single day Go to school it's too much work And I