No one likes a depressed person. Everyone even if they're neurodivergent still demands some level of normalcy. "You're too depressed fuck you I won't listen go get help. Oh! You can't because your parents are as abusive as hell? Fuck you see if I care." Neurotypical people are even worse it all is bad. I wish for one moment I was normal, just for the pain to cease, for the anxiety and the panic to be gone. If it was just me and my headmates I'd be happy but it's actually mixed with all the fucking pain that comes with it. So I'm just stuck
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