Last night I sent a text to my mom to ask her to take the dogs out because I was really tired and just woke up and wanted to go back to sleep, and then she came into my room and asked me if I was okay or if I had taken anything. Ever since I had attempted killing myself she worries for me and tries to keep a watch if I am showing signs and I feel so horrible because now her greatest fear is if she won’t be able to stop me again. I never wanted to make her afraid for me but I have and it breaks my heart knowing I’m the cause of this